Words

I feel as if I missed a train in today's world. If you are unable to make it in real world, you still have a chance to make it in the on-line world. Some by singing, others by criticising people, making funny faces, anything that would tickle the funny bone or challenge the trolls on-line. Any type of publicity is good publicity, right? Considering my last posts on here haven't been that popular, I was actually considering of making a video post, though why would expose myself in front of so many? And why would I without any feedback? I hide behind my words, they are my mind's voice, they are the thoughts that taunt me in the middle of the night and won't let me sleep. It's harder to keep someone hooked with words, rather than with a video, in a video you can easily distract them by making funny faces or swearing which would appeal to the simple minded and they wouldn't care as much for the message as they just want to see someone acting stupid and feel superior, although not realising the person actually acting out is doing it for fun or sarcastically.
I thought of taking my thoughts in front of a camera (phone that is), never have I done it. I have been filmed. Why am I afraid to expose myself to the world? Why can't I just imagine that I am talking to a friend and just talk, make fun of stuff, question the world, the Universe? It's probably because of two main reasons, one being the fear of being, rejected and not acknowledged in any way and second being made fun of, as I have a constant need to please everyone. So thus being said I don't think I'll be making by video début any time soon, but I will keep writing, if not for anyone who reads, for myself to cleanse my mind from all that I see every day and how helpless we really are and no one realizes. In the meantime I live you with the below little nugget and song.

Midnight thought : The conception of Jesus Christ is basically the holly spirit impregnating Mary , a bit similar to Greek mythology when Zeus would .... anything that moved..

Proof that Christianity incorporated mythology and pagan traditions within it to bring the herd under one religion...

Still searching...

       How can you live life without a purpose, without a meaning? People around me live their lives like robots, we do what we are suppose to do, what we were taught and raised to do. Eat, breath, live, breed and die. How does that make us any different from bugs? Just because we can think and talk does that make us any different from the lowliest form of life on this forsaken planet? We still live by instinct, we are dominated by them. When we are threatened we react violently never calmly, when we are hungry we eat, if we are cold we try to find a way to get warm. You see our whole life is driven by basic desires and instincts. A job is a way to sustain our habits and to keep on living, a partner is the way to keep us sane and keep the human race going, Although do we want to do that? We are seven billions and rising in maybe a few hundred years if not less we will have over populated the earth if not by then we would have killed each other because of race or nationality. We will end up living in caves, instead of evolving we are devolving. We hurt and criticize our fellow human being instead of lending a helping hand. We pity the poor and the sick but once they are in our proximity we shun them.
      We need to come together as one, we need to forget about religion, about borders, what we think connects us, actually divides us. If we can renounce our ideals and find a common goal, that is when we will truly be at peace. Considering history though, the only time humanity has come together was when they were fighting a common enemy and that enemy was human as well. Killing each other is not the answer. We must stand united and forget our differences. I know UTOPIA cannot exist, but we can try. By reacting the smallest piece of gossip we just give power to the small hand of people that actually rule this world and they will be able to play us like a violin. Can you not realise that our lives have no meaning? You think you live and work for your children, but you are only raising up the next generation of tax payers and workers. I know it is said to enjoy the little things and people do that, but why not enjoy the full extent of what life has to offer. Why allow just 10% of the population to enjoy this planet, whilst there are people who have never at least drank clean water in their lives?
      Many have said this before and there will probably be many more that will say this in the future as well and will go by deaf ears, we need to wake up and take over our planet. YOU DO NOT OWN ANYTHING. This planet is full of resources to keep us going for millions of years to come, but this will not happen as long as there is a fistful of people controlling us. We are born in debt and we die in debt. Is that what we are living for, what we strive for?
All the science fiction movies that you saw will come to fruition, we will see our world end by our own hand unless we act. There will not be a religious apocalypse, no JESUS or ALLAH, Buddha or whatever will save us or show us the errors of our way. Currently humans are being pitted against each other and we will end up killing more of us than saving. Do you really want to live knowing that for you to be able to afford a microwave, "democracy" had to be brought to some poor middle east countries?
OUR POSSESSIONS OWN US.

Where are you devil...

Where are you devil? Are you as ignorant as the God that created you and I? Do you really exist? Are you really the monster literature and religion has portrayed you as or are you just a child that misbehaved and went against his Father's wishes? Don't we all do that, don't we rebel against our father, our mother? Against the world? Just because we think we know better, just because we want to see for ourselves what really awaits us, to find our path and than come back home glorious and prove to everyone they were wrong? After thousands of years Lucifer, tell me, have you found your way? Are you still rebelling? If God is as forgiving as everyone thinks, if were to say you are sorry, would he take you back? Would there be peace on earth if you and God reconciled? Can we really blame every evil that happens on this earth on you? As an outcast and a prisoner in prison of God's design, can you really do any harm? You were thrown from Heaven because you were jealous on His creation, maybe you wanted us gone, have Eden all for yourself, but by trying to destroy us you gave us knowledge, now to think about it, knowledge is what is going to destroy us. I would like to say we are better than animals, however looking at humanity, we are worse, much worse. Animals go by instincts, by what nature made them to be, we cannot blame them for what they do. Humans distort even instincts, even the basic nature of being an animal. We are consumed by our own thoughts and desires, the inequality that exists in the world. We think we are helping the poor child in Africa that lives in the desert, but by pulling him away from his family are we not doing the same thing as Lucifer did? We offer that child knowledge of what he could be, what he could achieve, we make him dream of a world he never thought existed and yet he was happy with his way of life, hunting, living with his parents. If a man is happy eating apples, why would you tell him that pears exist, only to tell him that in order to get that much better fruit, he has to work his whole life and only dream about it and hope he can get that extraordinary fruit without him actually knowing if he will ever get it. The comparison may seem poor, but it's only fitting, isn't it Lucifer? I am starting to question your motif as to why you made Eve eat that apple. Do we really need choice? All it seems to me is that we have the illusion of choice. How do you know that you chose to go left and you weren't actually pushed by circumstances and "coincidences" to go that way. Do you push us Lucifer? Does God? Do angels? Aren't you still an angel? A fallen one, but an angel nonetheless. If God has trapped you in hell, aren't you just the gatekeeper of His prison? Aren't all humans inherently good and evil? Can we justify the actions of a person who kill or steals or cheats on the fact they have a chemical imbalance? Or they had awful, abusive parents? If that child had a happy childhood, would he have been a good person? If I am to cut my finger now, is it because it was meant to be and will have some hidden meaning later on in life or will it be on the account of my sanity? Tell me Lucy, yes I just called you Lucy, maybe by mocking you, I'll be able to get some reaction out of you. That's what we humans do, when we feel that no one is watching, we scream, we cry, shout, anything to get the attention of those around us. Am I the result of a religious society and I am now acting out because I don't know what to believe any more? Is there a God, are you there Lucifer? Doesn't any of you want my soul? Is it that worthless? God, have you lost your faith in me as I have in you? Lucifer, am I already to go to hell is that why I am not worth any effort? Yet, is my soul mine to give? The powers that be, that brought us in existence, are my dreams and thoughts worthless? I am one person in 7 billions, why would any one pay attention to me? Why would anyone care of my dreams and hopes? Who cares about inequality? Whatever happens in the world, all we do is mock/discuss and that's it, in the end we only care about our mini Univers, the square we live in. We look upon the world only to achieve the catharsis state of our spirit, we empathize, but we would never want to be put in the same tragic situations that occur around us.
To digress a bit, as I did this whole time, are we not just robots? We all do the same things, literally, the same things, the small details don't matter, in the bigger picture, we are all born, we all learn, make mistakes, learn some more, work, have fun, hurt people, hurt each other, take revenge so on and so forth and in the end we just die. If we truly had a choice, if we really are free thinkers, then why don't we ponder upon how we got it here? Because it is our programming not question what was, what is and what will be. The few that study and try get answers on the above, they never will until we have evolved far enough to actually understand what we learned. Our programming will not allow us to define reality as we barely understand reality as is.

Anyway, goodnight God, Lucy, people, Universe, the powers that were.