Words

I feel as if I missed a train in today's world. If you are unable to make it in real world, you still have a chance to make it in the on-line world. Some by singing, others by criticising people, making funny faces, anything that would tickle the funny bone or challenge the trolls on-line. Any type of publicity is good publicity, right? Considering my last posts on here haven't been that popular, I was actually considering of making a video post, though why would expose myself in front of so many? And why would I without any feedback? I hide behind my words, they are my mind's voice, they are the thoughts that taunt me in the middle of the night and won't let me sleep. It's harder to keep someone hooked with words, rather than with a video, in a video you can easily distract them by making funny faces or swearing which would appeal to the simple minded and they wouldn't care as much for the message as they just want to see someone acting stupid and feel superior, although not realising the person actually acting out is doing it for fun or sarcastically.
I thought of taking my thoughts in front of a camera (phone that is), never have I done it. I have been filmed. Why am I afraid to expose myself to the world? Why can't I just imagine that I am talking to a friend and just talk, make fun of stuff, question the world, the Universe? It's probably because of two main reasons, one being the fear of being, rejected and not acknowledged in any way and second being made fun of, as I have a constant need to please everyone. So thus being said I don't think I'll be making by video début any time soon, but I will keep writing, if not for anyone who reads, for myself to cleanse my mind from all that I see every day and how helpless we really are and no one realizes. In the meantime I live you with the below little nugget and song.

Midnight thought : The conception of Jesus Christ is basically the holly spirit impregnating Mary , a bit similar to Greek mythology when Zeus would .... anything that moved..

Proof that Christianity incorporated mythology and pagan traditions within it to bring the herd under one religion...