Where are you devil...

Where are you devil? Are you as ignorant as the God that created you and I? Do you really exist? Are you really the monster literature and religion has portrayed you as or are you just a child that misbehaved and went against his Father's wishes? Don't we all do that, don't we rebel against our father, our mother? Against the world? Just because we think we know better, just because we want to see for ourselves what really awaits us, to find our path and than come back home glorious and prove to everyone they were wrong? After thousands of years Lucifer, tell me, have you found your way? Are you still rebelling? If God is as forgiving as everyone thinks, if were to say you are sorry, would he take you back? Would there be peace on earth if you and God reconciled? Can we really blame every evil that happens on this earth on you? As an outcast and a prisoner in prison of God's design, can you really do any harm? You were thrown from Heaven because you were jealous on His creation, maybe you wanted us gone, have Eden all for yourself, but by trying to destroy us you gave us knowledge, now to think about it, knowledge is what is going to destroy us. I would like to say we are better than animals, however looking at humanity, we are worse, much worse. Animals go by instincts, by what nature made them to be, we cannot blame them for what they do. Humans distort even instincts, even the basic nature of being an animal. We are consumed by our own thoughts and desires, the inequality that exists in the world. We think we are helping the poor child in Africa that lives in the desert, but by pulling him away from his family are we not doing the same thing as Lucifer did? We offer that child knowledge of what he could be, what he could achieve, we make him dream of a world he never thought existed and yet he was happy with his way of life, hunting, living with his parents. If a man is happy eating apples, why would you tell him that pears exist, only to tell him that in order to get that much better fruit, he has to work his whole life and only dream about it and hope he can get that extraordinary fruit without him actually knowing if he will ever get it. The comparison may seem poor, but it's only fitting, isn't it Lucifer? I am starting to question your motif as to why you made Eve eat that apple. Do we really need choice? All it seems to me is that we have the illusion of choice. How do you know that you chose to go left and you weren't actually pushed by circumstances and "coincidences" to go that way. Do you push us Lucifer? Does God? Do angels? Aren't you still an angel? A fallen one, but an angel nonetheless. If God has trapped you in hell, aren't you just the gatekeeper of His prison? Aren't all humans inherently good and evil? Can we justify the actions of a person who kill or steals or cheats on the fact they have a chemical imbalance? Or they had awful, abusive parents? If that child had a happy childhood, would he have been a good person? If I am to cut my finger now, is it because it was meant to be and will have some hidden meaning later on in life or will it be on the account of my sanity? Tell me Lucy, yes I just called you Lucy, maybe by mocking you, I'll be able to get some reaction out of you. That's what we humans do, when we feel that no one is watching, we scream, we cry, shout, anything to get the attention of those around us. Am I the result of a religious society and I am now acting out because I don't know what to believe any more? Is there a God, are you there Lucifer? Doesn't any of you want my soul? Is it that worthless? God, have you lost your faith in me as I have in you? Lucifer, am I already to go to hell is that why I am not worth any effort? Yet, is my soul mine to give? The powers that be, that brought us in existence, are my dreams and thoughts worthless? I am one person in 7 billions, why would any one pay attention to me? Why would anyone care of my dreams and hopes? Who cares about inequality? Whatever happens in the world, all we do is mock/discuss and that's it, in the end we only care about our mini Univers, the square we live in. We look upon the world only to achieve the catharsis state of our spirit, we empathize, but we would never want to be put in the same tragic situations that occur around us.
To digress a bit, as I did this whole time, are we not just robots? We all do the same things, literally, the same things, the small details don't matter, in the bigger picture, we are all born, we all learn, make mistakes, learn some more, work, have fun, hurt people, hurt each other, take revenge so on and so forth and in the end we just die. If we truly had a choice, if we really are free thinkers, then why don't we ponder upon how we got it here? Because it is our programming not question what was, what is and what will be. The few that study and try get answers on the above, they never will until we have evolved far enough to actually understand what we learned. Our programming will not allow us to define reality as we barely understand reality as is.

Anyway, goodnight God, Lucy, people, Universe, the powers that were.